hello.

been missing.

for a few days already.

boo.

im really dead shagged.

and to come to think about it,

it is only 3 days of the week

it seems like a lot of classes have been cancelled lately

and we are allowed to leave school early

but somehow im always having something on eventually.

i wanted to go home after school and finish up my book and just take a good rest.

but the only time i have to read is at late at night

when im supposed to be doing school work.

boo.sometimes i really feel that dont know how to prioritize my workload.

but.

to come to think about it, i have no idea why i got lethargic rather easily

arghh

im tired

monday

after school went outside t11a for the musical thingy

yah.we practiced for the dance thngy

there was me, lyn,farida,sufina and another girl

the rest couldnt make it

there was a mass of ssp people.

yah..all doing what they were supposed to do

auditioning, props, music.

and yah.

ok what crap am i talking about.

tuesday

met nina after school

for a short while

ade orang tuh holiday uhh

haha
went town

ate at anatolia

met lysa

home

wednesday

school had to end early today at 10

we had BIG BREAKFAST.

YEAH

haha

we as in me, mila,xueyan huiling and shiyong

and ermm its been ages since i had that

and i dont know what to do with the jam and bread.

nyeahaha

stupid quetion asked.

"what do i do with the bread?"

and went to the library to do stupid biophysics reprt.

but ended up doing nothing.

at 12 met nadiah

hahaha

god we had some communication breakdown

both of us just had our brain shut down or something

as we had a hard time understanding each others sms-es

i was on my way to the toilet when it happened

and i laughed my way there alone.

and nadiah told me she was laughing in class too till she got cornerd by her lecturer.

here it goes.

its somewhere btwn this line anyway

nad: nari ade dance at t11a at 2

as: habes kol rape

nad: tanye lyn atau fifi ah..

as: aku tanye kau abes pukol brape

nad: SUBHANALLAH.aku tak tahu.tanye lyn atau fifi, aku tak tahu

as: YA ALLAH NADIAH! AKU TANYE NADIAH ABES PUKOL BRAPE???

nad: HAHAHAHAHAH! oh nari abes kol 12.slenge sey tak phm.haha

as: ah.tahu pon slenger.haha.jumpe aku pat luar library tau

nad:hehe. kenek balek sey.haha.kk

as:ah?? kau kenek balek? abeh tak pergi dance?

nad:HAHAHHA. tak aku terkenek balek.kau kenek kan aku..ahha

as:HAHAHHA

so that was it.

i went for practise and i left halfway

to meet soefie

haha

met her at banquet

had a nice nice talk.

talk about stuffs.

literally ermm ..haha

our opinions on our life going not the way we wanted

etcera.etcetra

like how we feel we could have done better

and being a spinster and living with cats.

and then mira called

hahaha

aiya ..too bad she is in school.

she could have joined us

haha

and ermm soef.NO CHENDOL ICE CREAM FOR ME.

ill stick to ermm plain milo icecream which taste exactly like the MILo that we drink

yah i know it is supposed to taste like the normal milo

but i was just expecting it to somehow taste like ermm maybe alil bit more ___

i dont know what word to put in that blank

and i was telling soefie

that im literally losing touch with my LANGUAGES

be it malay or english

and that feeling sucks man

i hate that feeling

and ive been typing 'when' as 'went'

and that is an absolute no-no for me

thus the desire to make time available just to read.

ive been interacting too much in what i call the "science language"

words like ermm " stratum basale" " stratified squamoos epithelium" "lumen"

however i have one fave science word

its "chordae tendineae" ah..lovely aint it?

its somewhere in your heart anyway

those cords that hold on to your valves.

and i want to read that frank warren's book

and virgin suicides is available at jurong library

i checked it at the library catalogue via internet just now

and thats the nearest library with that book being available

but im just too lazy to hop to jurong

so please

*ANYONE HOLDING ON TO THE VIRGIN SUICIDES BOOK AT LIBRARY @CCK

PLEASE RETURN IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE

YOU HAVE BEEN HOLDING ON TO IT FOR FAR TOO LONG

MOVE OVER.ITS MY TURN TO READ THAT BOOK

hmph.

one more thing to add on

I FOUND THE CAT

AHH

that cat with the bushy tail

but i coulndt find the other one

it used to hang around ,my block but lately i couldnt find it.

and it got me worried.

but the cat seems rather hostile towards me now

and it grew 2 times larger

yah.

i used to like play around with it each time i go home

and fuad too.

actually that cat loves fuad more that me

she seems to be sticking around his legs and following him wherever he went.

hmm.

oh yah.

i feel awfully terrible right now coz i just told fuad off

i couldnt even control my temper when im tired

sorry.

ill make it up to you later ok.

im just tired.

really.

*hugs*

it feels really nice to have someone looking out for you all the time.

its just so ___

heartwarming?

arghh

my vocab just went down back to ZERO.

arghh